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railroad tracks - EP

by INNNNI

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1.
boy 03:00
I want to be the boy who shows up at your door with flowers I want to be the boy you can talk with for hours I want to be the boy who looks you in the eye and says he likes you I want to be him for you I want to be the kind of boy your parents want to like I want to be the kind of boy who always does what’s right I don’t want to be a man, bitter lacking joy I want to be a better boy I want to live in a world where my friends don’t want to die I want to live in a world where we don’t self-medicate to survive I want a boy to show up at my door with flowers I want a boy who I can talk with for hours I want a boy to take me by the hand and say he likes me I want a boy I want to live in a world where my friends don’t want to die I want to live in a world where we don’t self-medicate to survive I want to live in a world where my friends don’t want to die I want to live in a world where we don’t self-medicate to survive
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Grew up in Indiana on the county line Midwestern attitudes and church lady types Guys who get their kicks making your life hard Railroad tracks in my backyard Teenage nights walking up and down those tracks Wishing I could hop a train and never come back Spent a youth wanting to leave for anywhere but here Wonder what that could mean oh right I’m queer every other year I figured it out and every other year I denied it do what you gotta do to survive senior year dating Christian girls helped to hide it teenage nights awake with existential dread when you realize the state would rather you were dead Spent a youth wanting to leave for anywhere but here Wonder what that could mean oh right I’m queer Spent a youth wanting to leave for anywhere but here Wonder what that could mean oh right I’m queer
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It’s been a year or so since I felt something like myself Coffee and cannabis no longer help But someday soon I’ll see my friends again And someday soon I’ll suck a cock again Maybe soon I’ll feel desired Someday maybe soon you’ll want me again

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released April 1, 2021

music & lyrics by K.H. Andrei
all instruments by K.H. Andrei
recorded at home by K.H. Andrei
photo credit: mom & dad

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INNNNI Portland, Maine

INNNNI ("eye for an eye") is the project of Maine-based singer-songwriter KH Andrei, blending confessional lyrics and 90's pop-punk hooks into energetic and emotional acoustic punk.

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