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1.
american't 02:51
your dirt roads and your amber waves / supper clubs and lazy days barbecues and crystal meth / there's good cookin', there's good cookin' tonight i never knew you the way you wanted me to / loneliness in rural america i never knew you the way you wanted me to / the stifling silence of rural america pave the fields with shopping malls / tract housing and traffic laws high school dreamin' waiting to be eighteen / high school dreamin' waiting to be anything i never knew you the way you wanted me to / conformity of middle america i never knew you the way you wanted me to / bored to death in middle america teenage dreams and starry eyes / we'll make it where the skyscrapers rise live out your big city fantasies / but there's no place here for folks like you and me i never knew you the way i wanted to / priced out of urban america i never knew you the way i wanted to / broken dreams of urban america we never knew you the way we wanted to / sold out by modern america we never knew you the way we wanted to / the broken promise of modern america
2.
the knife 01:55
i never knew how much i needed you / thought i'd make it on my own i never knew what i put you through / i never knew til you were gone i never knew how much i needed you / never knew til you skipped town i didn't know how much i leaned on you / i didn't know til i fell down i never realized how much i need you in my life my self-esteem will come back to me if i just stop twisting the knife i never pictured life without you / thought you'd always be there watching my crown since you've gone i've been so down / maybe it's time for me to skip town i never realized how much i need you in my life my self-esteem will come back to me if i just stop twisting the knife
3.
i see you i saw i hear you i call you / waving at you from across the bar i meet you i met you i greet you i lost you / watch you drive by in your boyfriend's car someday somehow i won't be embarrased by myself someday somehow i'll learn what growing up's about i go home i fall down i lie down i break down / asking myself where it all went wrong then i remember the mistakes that i made / and cry myself to sleep to your favorite song someday somehow i won't be embarrased by myself someday somehow i'll learn what growing up's about it gets better / i heard that since i was a kid it gets better / in school i heard it all over again it gets better / i believe but i'm not holding my breath someday somehow i won't be embarrased by myself someday somehow i won't be embarrased by myself someday somehow i won't be embarrased by myself someday somehow i'll learn what growing up's about
4.
(chanting) A-C-A-B obey the laws said no punk ever won't pay the price never give in (chanting) A-C-A-B when you stand to gain when others lose well that's just something man that i can't choose (chanting) A-C-A-B i got problems with authority what you call freedom it ain't for me (chanting) A-C-A-B
5.
we are we are waiting for the bus someone next to me is dressed up dressed up dressed up dressed up while we're waiting for the bus there's a girl with a suitcase and she's dressed up dressed up dressed up for a trip so i ask her where are you going where are you headed what is your destination we are we are standing in the rain i guess the bus is bus is bus is bus is late while we're waiting in the very cold very cold too cold goddamn rain she turns to me and she says any any any any anywhere but here and that's teh biggest cliche that i've ever heard but i think i'm gonna drop everything everything everything and go with her because she said any any any any anywhere but here
6.
it's two am awake in bed and everything's too loud the street outside's quiet and dead but there's a riot in my head right now i thought i drank you silent i thought i smoked you out but the ghosts of past and present tense just wanna fuckin' shout i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired i know that i should be happy but maybe i don't want to be deep down it's three am and i can't sleep i count the patterns on the sheet i'll hypnotize myself to the fan on the ceiling i feel your body next to me slumbering peaceful and sweet and if i owned anythng i'd leave it all to you i'm sick and tired of being sick and tired i know that i should be happy but maybe i don't want to be deep down
7.
so typical 01:58
darling i didn't marry a quitter / so why you quittin' on me you say your life is so damn pitiful / well what about me what about our lives together / how's that supposed to make me feel i gave you everything you give me nothing at all so typical baby don't you start with this again / was it something i did was it something i said if it wasn't for me then you'd be dead / and you're mad about that what about our lives together / how's that supposed to make me feel i gave you everything you give me nothing at all so typical
8.
well i can rock and i can roll but the devil came and took my soul so now i can't love anymore i met this girl the other night / after my show i thought we hit it off right she took me to her house but in the morning i was gone well i can rock and i can roll but the devil came and took my soul so now i can't love anymore well we were kissin' and cuddlin' and foolin' around / then she pushed me away and shot me a frown and i swear baby this ain't never happened before well i can rock and i can roll but the devil came and took my soul so now i can't love anymore the devil came to me and he laughed in my face i dropped to my knees and i begged and i prayed but when i looked up he was gone well i can rock and i can roll but the devil came and took my soul so now i can't love anymore
9.
we drove six hours just to see the northern lights slept in sleeping bags in your pickup truck last night didn't see a god damn thing except the clouds and rain but when we got back to portland you loved me all the same maybe our love can survive getting caught out in the rain or maybe i'm some dumb cowboy with more boots than brains we went to see my buddy's show at geno's the other night pushed some old drunk in the pit he turned lookin' for a fight security came and pulled him off me threw us out into the rain you took me to the diner gave me cigarettes to numb the pain maybe our love can survive getting knocked down in the pit or maybe i'm some dumb punk with more boots than brains
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rockford, il 03:32
rockford illinois nineteen sixty-nine / hidin' behind that thin blue line you come home from a day out on the street / you come home lookin' for an ass to beat wounds may heal these scars don't fade all your actions they won't go away the anger you made passes on down the line the anger you made now it's mine so much for mister officer of the law / whoever spoke out you punched in the jaw whatever you did you knew you were safe / an open secret you took to your grave wounds may heal these scars don't fade all your actions they won't go away the anger you made passes on down the line the anger you made now it's mine you weren't a man just a common disease / but at least you taught me who i shouldn't be i can't change what happened back then / but i know i won't let it happen again wounds may heal these scars don't fade all your actions they won't go away the anger you made passes on down the line the anger you made now it's mine
11.
first there's johnny he's the wild one keep an eye on him he takes off like a bullet from a gun he cut his hair to make a statement but he missed the point we keep him around because he rolls the fattest joints then there's michael who wears only black the strung out professional working on his second heart attack he pays for everything but always brings us down he listens to bands with more words in teh titles than the songs these people that i mention i know them quite well because all these assholes are a part of myself these people that i mention i know them quite well because all these assholes are just myself
12.
may you find your best self in the wreck of who you used to be save the scraps and ends of who you were and to hell with all the rest rebirth yourself from the ashes of the phoenix city salt what's left of you so nothing grows again make sure the old you never grows again nothing new can grow without a little destruction sometimes fire's what it takes for rejuvenation rebirth yourself from the ashes of the phoenix city salt what's left of you so nothing grows again make sure the old you never grows again i rise i rise again i rise again and again and again and again until i'm soft and warm again rebirth yourself from the ashes of the phoenix city salt what's left of you so nothing grows again make sure the old you never grows again
13.
write me a poem sing me a song do all those esoteric things you do to someone you love keep me in your wallet in a photograph tell me how i'll always be your life raft drink all your memories from a paper bag don't tell the neighbors where you got them or why you're sad you were made made with a view into your heart and the things he did to you don't try and find him in all you see and don't take it out on me don't take it out on me maybe i'm insensitive or immature but carrying that weight around sounds like a chore so take it to the people take it to the judge take it to his bank account to pay for what he's done you were made made with a view into your heart and the things he did to you don't try and find him in all you see and don't take it out on me don't take it out on me
14.
keep me warm 02:33
the snow drifts down the mountainside the pines will shiver in the wind tonight it's hard to see throught these frosty window panes but i can count on you to keep me warm it gets lonely in the long dark winter i hope the fire will last the night we carve a life for ourselves out of the snow but i can count on you to keep me warm i wait by the door watching for your headlights it gets snowy on that old forest road i'll stay up all night until you make it home you can count on me to keep you warm
15.
u'n'me 01:44
i'm here to make my fortune i'm to stake my claim i'm through working for someone else's name i know that you'll always be there with me side by side in solidarity i've been busy thinking about who i'm gonna be i don't really care as long as you're with me i've been busy thinking about what i'm gonna do but none of that matters as long as i'm with you it's a great big world of possibilities but you're the only one that ever interests me people always tell me how to live my life but all i really want is you to be my wife
16.
i've got a name it's something that i don't wanna share i'm just here to be alone like everybody else thank you for the conversation now please get lost thank you for the brief distraction but it's past time you were gone don't you worry don't you fret because this is one catch you were never gonna get you again you just keep coming around like there's no other bar in this dirty old town your puppy dog eyes are barking up the wrong tree what does someone like you want with little old me don't you worry don't you fret because this is one catch you were never gonna get and who are you fooling acting like that with your played-out lines and that stupid hat talking so tough when you call me a bitch but bro, do you even lift? don't you worry don't you fret because this is one catch you were never gonna get
17.
when i die throw my body in the water supply toss my corpse into the reservoir and say au revoir when i die how many of you gonna cry who's gonna dance on my grave and who's gonna pray for my soul to save well let's put acid in the drinking well i'm already goin' to hell so let's have fun when i die how many of you gonna cry who's gonna dance on my grave and who's gonna pray for my soul to save

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released April 1, 2020

music & lyrics: kh andrei
guitar & vocals: kh andrei
percussion & misc.: kh andrei

Recorded by Tyler Mackenzie at Bird & Spider Sound, Arundel, ME

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INNNNI Portland, Maine

INNNNI ("eye for an eye") is the project of Maine-based singer-songwriter KH Andrei, blending confessional lyrics and 90's pop-punk hooks into energetic and emotional acoustic punk.

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